Thanks for the thorough and thought-provoking explanation. It does sound like it could be a good opportunity for you in many ways... I hope you find it rewarding. I don't think I would enjoy it; would probably be way too twitchy and impatient with a lot of the wiftyspeak. But I think that might be a bit of a weakness on my part... not being able to step back and look for usefulness in spiritual approaches because they don't use the same vocabulary as me (and because some approaches are way crazier than others) is not really anything to be proud of, I guess.