aroraborealis | (no subject)

never ask that question

Too late!

Now what happens?

To be able to flip to the end and see how it'll all come out. The suspense is killing me.

Antici...

Say it! < / Rocky Horror >

That depends. What can I get?

And that also depends. What've you got?

Love, joy, peace, and a good sound beating on a regular basis. The rest are negotiable details.

To be happy. mplementation details are left as an exercise for the reader.

my thumb to stop bleeding...ouch!

Still bleeding? Are you putting pressure on it and elevating it? Ice may also help.

openness.
no fear.
strength.

Beer.

Purpose is occupying my mind lately.

Other than that, whatcha got? :)

I have hair dye (red and purple), toothpaste and a piece of string.

Give me a rock to tie that string around and I'll have found my purpose!

Meanwhile, I might have some use for that hair dye as well, though I've been thinking blue...

I'm afraid you're going to have to find your own rock.

And, yeah, I have plans to go buy blue dye in the next month or so. Since I only use a little dye at a time, you could have some :)

To find a local niche.

A pony. With duck sauce.

I want so many things, petty and personal and altruistic and global. Never to have to worry about my weight. Fewer health issues. More money without more work or stress. Security. A book contract. A fresh 1.b bag of M&Ms. To swim in a lake. The ways and means to heal what ails the world - poverty, hunger, disease, war, the big ones. For everyone to be innoculated with tolerance and patience and love. The time and money for a standing appointment with a manicurist. And while we're at it, I'll take that pony, along with the time and money for proper care and enjoyment of the critter, the fearlessness I had when I was 9 and first got on a horse, and the youthful body that could take 6 hours a day of abuse in the saddle and come back the next morning for more.

How do you fit all that on the order form?

Stability of residence.

A nap.

To know the answer to that question.

i was going to go with recent evidence and say "boys", but everyone gave such serious answers :/

Okay, I'll say it. Boys! Also, girls. Also, lunch; also, a job I love more often than not.

ah, but you went more serious!

i second the also, girls bit. but mostly boys. a couplefew in particular. mmm, hormones!

So far, I've got a job that so far I'm pretty sure I'm going to love more often then not. :):):) Thank you!

:) Yaaay!

To go back in time and use what I know now to get my kid to nurse.

Then to go even further back in time and tell my mother to trust her instincts.

However, I suspect time travel would actually prove to be a very, very, very poor idea indeed.

I want the courage and wisdom to pursue my own happiness, and the strength to catch it more often than not. I want to die satisfied with the way my life turned out. I want to leave the people I've met better off for having known me. Also, twelve grand and an unmortgaged house wouldn't suck. :-)

Understanding myself.

After that, understanding the world.

After that, finding a pathway in the world that gives me satisfaction.

(Hmm. Maybe this explains why I'm having such problems making progress on the third one :-}).

More time

That depends entirely on who's asking and what they're offering. ;)

Seriously though, a couple people have asked this lately, and I never seem to have an answer. I couldn't even figure out what I wanted for my birthday (though somehow, amazingly, I got it anyway!) so how could I know what I want, period? If I had a million wishes I'd change a million things, but if I only had one wish I'm not sure I'd change anything at all. I think on some level that means my life is basically perfect, and I just need to do a little better at realizing it. So maybe that'd be my wish.

fabulous health.

Still working on answering just that.
So right now? Wisdom to know what questions to ask.

more sex
more time
more fun

right this second?

I want a kiss. You know, that kind of kiss. The kind that makes your knees give out and the hair stand up on the back of your neck and you think you are never going to have quite enough oxygen again. I need one of those.

Serenity.

right at this moment? i want to be properly, deliciously seduced.
and some sushi would be nice.

in general ... good health, contentment, a few solid and wonderful friendships, passion, love and adventure.

Hmm. Well, I honestly have most of the things I really want in life.
I'd would enjoy feeling better understood, and to feel like I have a better understanding of others more often. For the record, I DO feel far better understood here in Cambridge/Somerville/Boston then anywhere else I've ever been. While I do feel like I understand others more often then not, there is always room for improvement, IMHO.
I'd also like to have at least one secondary companion/snuggle friend who's willing to make more of an effort to interact with me and not make me 'do all the heavy lifting' in terms of having some sort of regular caring/sexual 'relationship'.
Other then that? I'm pretty content. :)

A Girlfriend!

Anyone know a gorgeous bisexual woman I haven't met, someone that might be a great match? Want to play matchmaker? :)

A lot less, and a little more.